today is fine...had classes as usually...yesterday, our school had this MBR thing....malaysian book's of record...well we made it...we had 140 +++ kg of can leads...coool har..haha with my help...haha no lah....my sister and mummy went to kl yesterday to make their Visa to go to canada...they are going in august with my eldest sis,Shermaine....actually i'm looking forward for that trip for them...sigh*...i wish my sis or mummy is not going....maybe one of them go but not both....i just feel lonely at home...i know i still have my dad but what happen to my dad and i....welll it is just very hard to recover...sigh*...is like now...my daddy is alone and i am alone haha....and this is only 2 days...imagine them gone for 1 week ++...that's worst...i just don't know what to communicate with my daddy about...i don't know what is he thinking most of the time....you know my dad and I...we are like trying to impress each other...we are like trying to pass this path between both of us...i'm trying to cros over him so that i will know him...and his trying to do that too but it just never haapen...maybe it takes time...i just don't know how to communicate with him cause i'm always the one he seems like he dislike most but wells haha...i guess God guide every move i make...and He did help me now...He gave me things to talk to my dad about...even though is a very small and short conversation but at least it is something haha...''everything is going to be fine'' that sentence always appear in my head....everytime...and most of the times it works...haha...ohh today in school, for english period...we had to compose our own song that is veyr inspiration...but i am totally clueless....i am not inspired at all...still a paper blank for me haha...i guess i should follow the movie''music and lyrics''...haha...i can't wait for my sister and mummy to come back..haha tomorrow..yey!!...my mummy owes me four present and my 2nd sister owes me 3 hehe...and my 1st sis owes me two and my bro owes me 1 haha well they all agreed haha so yey!! haha we'll see...i made this coupon thing for my mummy with some help from my sister through msn haha... it cost RM300...i'll upload the pic...haha my mummy was laughing haha it was for her birthday and my daddy's birthday ...four of us bought him a timberland shoe..i chose it..haha with my mummy...it is very very nice haha okey..i have to go now...before that, Happy birthday Leo!!!i'll give you your prezzy on sunday if i remember hehe...